No one will read this. No one should, it isn't a good soul that I have.

I warn you all now that what little life that I have is nothing but a soap opera. I go through more relationships then most people change their underwear.

See, I have this weird power over people, (men and women) where they fall in love with me VERY fast. But they get sick of me rather fast as well. So I don't have long relationships really ever. My longest was 2 or so years, and well that only lasted that long becuase the girl was an insane cow. ><"

Now I don't understand how this works, but it does, you can ask my friends, they will all vouch for me, kinda funny really. But in the end everybody I know goes away, and they always say they are sorry, for hurting me etc etc. Honestly I've gotten so used to it, that I am completly numb to it now. They all come and go, and I just sit here, doing whatever it is that I do.

Now honestly, I don't come on here often, hell maybe once a month. But when I am on, I look for pictures that may help me tell myself to the world. I read the storys and poems, hoping to find something that can explain to me, why it is that I cannot get happy. I have not found anything yet. Close a few times, but nothing close. I hope I will one day soon, becuase I am honestly running out of well me.

Later all, or few, whatever.